I've just returned from the awards ceremony at the TVQG annual quilt show.
There were some beautiful quilts in the art category -- honestly, I wasn't the only entrant. I am totally overwhelmed by my awards.
And, honestly, feeling a little guilty. I am currently taking a class on goal setting from Lisa Call, and during our first week we are examining our "be do have" list and our underlying core values. I have no trouble with the "do" list and the "have" list, but the "be" list has me stumped. What am I? The other day someone asked me what I do and my answer was, "I'm kind of an artist." Why did I say that? I have sold quilts, exhibited in galleries, been in national quilts shows, even won awards in national quilt shows and I still say that I am kind of an artist. Why do I feel like such a fraud when I say I am an artist?
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I think it's maybe harder to say "I'm an artist" if that comes after years of having another identity. How about answering "I make art"? I think saying that for a while might effect a transition to "I am an artist"
Congratulations on the guild show sweep. You didn't let anyone else get a ribbon, did you?! You've been ready for prime time for a long time.
I have no problem calling myself an artist. But hesitate when queried. It often becomes a multi-step answer. No, I'm not a painter, I work with fabric. If "quilt" comes out, then there's the immediate association with function, i.e. bed quilts, rather than art. Depending on the company, sometimes I'd rather keep quiet.